Thursday, December 31, 2015

My last dream before 2016.

Last night Brad was in another dream. In this dream, we didn't have contact. Instead, he was alive but then jumped off a cliff. In this scenario, it was the same thing. He told me I couldn't have saved him. I'm not entirely sure what this dream meant, but I woke up feeling a little weird. I think he is trying to tell me that I couldn't have saved him. And while I love him for that, I still would have done anything to save him. I went through this dream a few different times, and each time I was just a little too late to talk him down, or get him down from there. It breaks my heart entirely, but I know he's trying to ease some of my pain. He is so dearly missed, especially on days like today, when we'd be together. I love you more than anything in the world!

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